On dreams and getting the fuck out of bed already

[avi]

My dreams have been taunting me with things I can't have. I guess that's better than most of my other dreams recently, which have involved all the little things going horridly wrong. This one was the reverse; all the little things went suddenly right.

In a way, it's worse. Because then I start thinking about how things could be, rather than being content with how things are, and it hurts a little. I'll deal, though :)

In other news, I need to get the fuck out of bed and start getting ready for classes today. 10am is way too early in the morning for higher mathematics.

Comments

[shorelle.livejournal.com]

ARGH, the dreams where everything goes right are infinitely worse than the dreams where everything goes wrong. At least with nightmares, you're glad and relieved to be in this life when you wake up, while waking out of a good dream where you find all that you want, and can never have, makes you want to scream and curl up in a ball and never ever ever wake up again.

[godzemo.livejournal.com]

... yup. That's precisely it :( It's left me in a really weird headspace. It's left me somewhere between wanting to take action on a few things I've been indecisive about, and feeling like there's no way I'm actually going to get where I want to be about said things.

Also, you never replied to my last email :p

[shorelle.livejournal.com]

Gomen, I haven't been free on Monday or Thursday mornings :(

Aww is there anything you want to talk about? (well not on LJ probably...)

[godzemo.livejournal.com]

LJ being a public forum and all, it's not the best place for such conversation :p

I'll probably sort myself out. Regardless, we need to catch up! You're missing D&D again on Sunday, aren't you? >_>