On dreams and getting the fuck out of bed already

[avi]

My dreams have been taunting me with things I can't have. I guess that's better than most of my other dreams recently, which have involved all the little things going horridly wrong. This one was the reverse; all the little things went suddenly right.

In a way, it's worse. Because then I start thinking about how things could be, rather than being content with how things are, and it hurts a little. I'll deal, though :)

In other news, I need to get the fuck out of bed and start getting ready for classes today. 10am is way too early in the morning for higher mathematics.

Comments

[shorelle.livejournal.com]

ARGH, the dreams where everything goes right are infinitely worse than the dreams where everything goes wrong. At least with nightmares, you're glad and relieved to be in this life when you wake up, while waking out of a good dream where you find all that you want, and can never have, makes you want to scream and curl up in a ball and never ever ever wake up again.