Can't sleep silence will eat me

This song is absolutely beautiful >_>

I have this problem every night whereby I don't want to go to sleep... because that would mean switching the music off. Or I don't want to leave my computer to go do... whatever, for the same reason. So I'll keep doing something mindless that keeps me at my desk and listening, instead of whatever I'm supposed to be doing.

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On dreams and getting the fuck out of bed already

My dreams have been taunting me with things I can't have. I guess that's better than most of my other dreams recently, which have involved all the little things going horridly wrong. This one was the reverse; all the little things went suddenly right.

In a way, it's worse. Because then I start thinking about how things could be, rather than being content with how things are, and it hurts a little. I'll deal, though :)

In other news, I need to get the fuck out of bed and start getting ready for classes today. 10am is way too early in the morning for higher mathematics.